Elderly

I’ve reached the proverbial three score

            and ten. My wishes, loosed cottonwood

seeds, differ from those of youth.

There are so many of ways to age.

            To feed, to love, to need—all tenses

of to-be. These unfortunate verbs

            pad like wall-to-wall this house I will

die inside or leave for a Home.

            Have no self-pity, tall firs seem to say

beyond old eighty’s windows.

            Heavy boughs wave in recognition.

The wet land they surround is reason

enough to stay put, unlike others

chain-sawed, cut into body-sized lengths

            by workers from Asplundh. I feel as fragile

as glass packed into a box labeled

Handle with Care, thanks to lumbar fusions’

growth rings in my spine. What is grace?

            Allowance for imperfection?

I like to survey the plain present, the future

and past less grandiose with gravitas.